finally updating
Mood:  flirty
*HEY
WELL I KNOW I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE* CAUSE I GOT GROUNDED FROM THE COMPUTER FOR A MONTH...MOST PAINFUL TIME......
WELL ALOT HAS CHANGED IM SOOOOOO OVER RYAN....

IM DATING A GUY NAMED ALEX AND HES BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUK AND SMART AND TOTALLY PERFECT FOR ME!!!
LOTS OF FUN WITH HIM!!!
HE MAKES ME SOOOO HAPPY AND THATS ALWAYS A GOOD THING*
SO I REALLY DONT HAVE TO MUCH TO SAY I SUPPOSE I KEEP YA'LL UPDATED IN LIFE!!!

XOXO,
CRYSTAL ANGEL*

CANT SLEEP........
Mood:  lazy
***HEY GUYS***
WELL I HAVENT UPDATED THIS THIMG IN AWHILE SO I THOUGHT ID GIVE IT A GO SINCE I CANT SLEEP....ITS NOW 6:20 IVE BEEN UP FOR ABOUT 45 MINUTES...AND I DONT KNOW WHY EITHER JUST CANT SLEEP.....LATELY IVE REALLY BEEN MISSIMG RYAN...I USUALLY DONT REALLY CARE WHEN ME AND A GUY BREAK UP O CAN USULLY GET OVER IT PRETTY QUICK BUT I JUST CANT W HIM...IT LIKE EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF HIM....HIS COLONE THE WAY HE USE TO SING TO ME....AND ALL SORTS OF LITTLE STUFF WE USE TO DO FOR EACH OTHER!!! AND SOME PEOPLE BREAK UP AND MISS THE SEX WELL...ITS NOT LIKE THAT WITH HIM CAUSE WE DIDNT HAVE SEX....I MEAN IM SURE HE WANTED TO...I MEAN HE IS A GUY, BUT STILL HE DIDNT MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT...HE JUST SAID WHEN THE TIME WAS RIGHT WE WOULD KNOW.... I DONT KNOW I GUESS I MISS THE WAY THE MADE ME FEEL LIKE WHEN HE WOULD LOOK ME IN TH EYES OR HOLD MY HAND OR WHEN WE'D KISS....NOT MAKIN OUT JUST LITTLE KISSES...THOSE MAKE ME HAPPY...SO DOES HUGGING AND CUDDLING....I MISS HIM SO MUCH THERES JUST SO MUCH MORE I COULD SAY...I WANT HIM BACK SO MUCH...AND IVE NEVER WANTED ANY OF MY BOYFREINDS BACK...ITS WEIRD!!! I CANT UNDERSTAND WHY HES THE ONE TO BREAK MY HEART BUT I STILL WANT HIM BACK....I GUESS HES THE ONE CHRISTMAS PRESENT I WONT BE GETTING THIS YEAR=*(....WHICH MAKES ME REALLY SAD...WELL THATS ENOUGH SOBBING FOR TODAY...BYE*

XOXO,
Crystal Angel

POEMS.....
Mood:  hug me
***HEY GUYS***
HEY READ THIS THING MY OLDER BROTHER WROTE...
ITS THE FIRST HIT YOU GET ON THE PERSON WHO BEATS YOUR ASS.
ITS THE STAIN ON YOUR FAVORITE TSHIRT.
ITS THE RIP IN YOUR FAVORITE JEANS THAT SHOWS YOUR GROSS ASS.
ITS THE FEELING IN YOUR STOMACH AFTER BEING REJECTED.
ITS THE SCAR YOU CANT GET RID OF AND EVERYONE ASKS YOU HOW YOU GOT IT.
ITS THE HEADACHE THAT DOSENT ALLOW YOU TO THINK.
ITS THE TASTE OF SWEET IN YOUR MOUTH.
ITS THE PIECE OF GUM WHOSE LOST ITS FLAVOR
IT THE HANGOVER YOU GET AFTER A NIGHT YOU CANT REMEMBER.
ITS THE FEELING OF LONELINESS AFTER YOU BREAK UP WITH WHOEVER.
ITS THE MOMENT YOU FIGURE OUT WHAT YOU WANT AND YOU CANT HAVE IT.
ITS THE FEELING OF SOMEONE KICKING YOU DOWN AFTER YOU'VE HAS YOUR PRIDE SHATTERED.
ITS THE WINNING GOAL IN THE CHAMPIONSHIP GAME THAT DOESNT COUNT.

WELL I THOUGHT IT WAS GOOD AND I WANTED To SHARE IT WITH GUYS....WE CALL HIM J-MAC OR SLEEPY IF YA'LL WANNA KNOW HIS NAME...ITS JORDAN...WELL THATS ALL FOLKS...BYE LOVE YA!!!!

XOXO,
Crystal Angel***

As we go on...
Mood:  down
*HEY GUYS*
WELL IM KINDA DOWN CAUSE TOMMORROW AND THE NEXT DAY IS SEMESTER TESTING WHICH MEANS WE ONLY GO TIL 12:30 BOTH DAYS!!! ITS JUST SO CRAZY TO THING HALF OF SHOPHMORE YEAR....ITS ALL GOING BY SO FAST...IT MAKES ME SAD...MY SENOIR FRIENDS ARE GRADUATING....AND ME AND MY FRIENDS THAT HAVE BEEN TOGTHER SINCE...FOREVER ARE GOING UP!!!!=/...ITS ALL SOOO WEIRD....KIND DEPRESSING....WE NEED TO PARTY...SO WE CAN SAVOR EVERY MEMORY!!!!! OK IM MOVING ON CAUSE IM GONNA CRY=*(!!!!

-ANYWAYS-
TODAY WAS A PRETTY GOOD DAY...WE WERE JUST REVIEVWING IN ALL MY CLASSES...WELL...I LOVE MY BOYS...SO YA'LL GUYS KNOW...IM GONNA MISS YOU OVER CHRISTMAS BREAK...WE BETTER HANG OUT OR I'LL BEAT YA'LL UP....AND JERON IM GLAD UR FEELING BETTER....NASHOBA,RYAN S., DEVIN, COLT, BABY JERON, SHAWN PARKER,DEREK...AND SOME OTHER GUYS I LOVE U AND ALWAYS WILL EVEN WHEN IM SAD U KEEP ME GOING!!!

-ANYWAYS-
IM GONNA WRAP THIS UP...LOL C-YA LATER...BE GOOD AND GOD BLESS....HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!

XOXO,
Crystal Angel********

* JUST ANOTHER DAY IN THE LIFE OF A ROCK STAR*
Mood:  party time!
*HEY CRAZY GUYS N GALS*
Hey people im really hyper tonight or some wierd reason even though i had a ton of homework...i had algevrs2, english2, chemistry, and i had to finish writing up my debate cases!!!!whoo... lots of work its probably cause its the end of the semester...

-ANYWAYS-
Today was an ok day were just going over all this stuff for finals...i talked to ryan a little i guess we're gonna be grown ups about this whole thing and so im happy at least we're not those people who break up and never talk!!!

-ANYWAYS-
Today Shawn Parker was b-n mean to me... he was makin fun of me for something i did at the Battle of the Bands...which will not be talked about right now!!!!But its all good cause Shawn Parker is sexy sexy man...cause he works out...lol...inside joke!!!

Well im gonna go love ya bye*

XOXO,
Crystal ANGEL
(P.S.)Jeron i hope u feel better soon i love u!!!

*WEEKEND*
Mood:  not sure
HEY GUYS!!!!!!!
Whats goin on...well lets talk aboutthe weekend....so confusing???????

-FRIDAY-
Well at school it was ok- then i got home i wasnt feeling too well so i decided not to go to the classic and just hang around the house....well i call ryan and everythings fine and then he starts talking about how he dosent know where we're going and all this other BS and he broke up w me....and i was sad and i cried =*(.....then i talked to few of my freinds and felt better.....then i felt even better when nashoba brought me some liquor so i got drunk....and felt a little better.......im still confuse though....bit o well....

-SATURDAY-
BATTLE of the BANDS was so AWESOME.....we had so much fun.....all the bands were so great...and Shawn Parker was so HOTT on stage....=)....a lot of my guy freinds were up there and i hung out with them and they're gonna beat ryan up for me...lol... it was great fun w them.....The Flavor Blue won....they were awesome....i love them!!!!!!!! WORSHIP SATAN AND SMOKE POT...LOL.....Burning January rocked...

-SUNDAY(today)-
We had a surpise birthday party for my sister at the house today....great fun...she got a cell phone...two pairs of converse and a pair of jeans(so ya'll know)....and i didnt do much else besides that....i talked to brittany for a while....well....
im gonna go c-ya guys later....love ya bye***

XOXO,
Crystal Angel*

Mood:  chillin'
HEY!!!

Whats goin on guys...not much here i just got back from my aunts house! We had fun but im glad to be home...good times lol! Well i hope ya'll had a good weekend... i dont have much to talk about so im gonna go love ya bye*

XOXO,
Crystal Angel*

*Christmas Parade*
Mood:  hug me
HEY!
OMG! I just got back from the Christmas parade...it was so cold but so much fun....i saw alot of my friends...fun fun!!! And i saw the sexy one...
-anyways-
Today school was fun...not much went on though except foshee and josh broke up...o the heartache!!!(lol.) And i sat w my boys today at lunch i havent sat w them a while so it was fun!!! We caught up on ol' times...lol...they crack me up I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!...Jeron, Nashoba, Ryan, Devin and Colt!!! ya'll are great!!
-anyways-
im really tired and i still have a little homework so im gonna go..talk to ya lata!!...be good and God bless....love ya lots...all my girls and guys-espically Ryan G. Bye*

XOXO,
Crystal Angel*

* WHAT A DAY*
Mood:  energetic
HEY!
OMG! Today was really crazy...but lots of fun...i talked to ryan last night and were not fighting...we talked today at school some...hes so crazy i love u!....well ive been working really hrd in school...like today in english me and like only 2 other ppl read what we were suppose to in our books...were reading "Lord of the Flies"... i like it i think its a good book!!!
-anyways-
Kristin was crackin me up today talkin about her future husband "the stud"...she was singin "my boo"...shes so crazy but u know i love u...=)!

Man im just in a good mood it was a good day...i love all my friends...ya'll are the best... i dont know what i would do without u guys!!!! well im gonaa get off her ive got some more homework to do...lots of fun..lol..c-ya lata-much love -bye*

XOXO,
Crystal Angel*

PROBLEMS
Mood:  lazy
HEY!!
OMG. Today was so freaki crazy...i think me in ryan are in a fight...he hasnt talked to me in so long and he acted like he didnt even wanna talk to me at achool...but on the positive side of our relationship we got these matching baclets and his says my name and mine says his name!=)
-anyways-
Today school was so horrible i found out im on the enligible list thats crazy...ive always been a good student i cant believe this...i was gonna like freak out...i really need to work on this stuff cause if my grades dont come up then i dont get to go to Harvard w the debate squad...and i dont get to got to Colorado w the choir...it would be so sad i didnt get to go!!!=(
-anyways-
Well it wa slike no one was at school today ... Kristin was "sick" i didnt see skiler at all... and i dont know it just seemed like someone was missing i just dont know who .... well anyways im gonna go and call ryan and hope hes not a jerk to me i mean i like him and all but not so much yet for him to treat me like crap and get away w it!!!lol

XOXO,
Crystal Angel*